Dilemma of Life...

Life, tension, work, games, balance, imbalance, labour, dilemma and destiny.looking up at life while sitting in a closed room observing things around u and thinking of what you could have done at times leaves you nowhere rather in the middle of a stream with shores far off and a high current flowing. It isn't that i am a pessimist or someone who laments on what he has done but then life promises to offer you stuff you never get, why r dreams so beautiful ,why every coming day seems to be so blue with shades of green and pink , why black is not acceptable beforehand and for that matter why don't we expect the worst so that a situation even slightly better than that cheers us up and for that matter the worst doesn't surprises us. Don't you feel that there are things more important than merely achieving your so called goals which you may have set due reasons more than one but in the end after having it done you don't get peace rather it tells you that you are now a part of a vicious circle taking rounds running behind your need or better say your greed. A greed which may not be of gold but in this case but of that momentarily happiness which actually is hollow.

I dont know if we, the humen are destined to do so or we have selected this on our own. The dilemma of life, whether is it worthwhile or presumed, are we governed by situations as we are destined to do it in a particular manner or whether our strings are in our hands where we are the puppeteer as well as the puppet.

The dilemma of destiny is deep and at times disgusting too.